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Saturday, March 20, 2010

BINKSTINK IS A GUN TOTING PSYCHO!!!

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HAPPINESS IS A WARM GUN, BANG BANG SHOOT SHOOT - The Beatles
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BinkStink is a paragon of PROJECTION... she just loves to accuse others of what she is doing and thinking... in a recent diatribe she sent to someone she called me a 'crazy killer'... and yet it's BinkStink who almost continually talks about guns, and using them... NOT ME... it's BinkStink who, on the Catbox posted time and again about owning guns... and her plans to use to them to shoot the allegedly nefarious ATM... it's BinkStink whose posts really are full of violence and threats of violence... BinkStink calls me a violent killer... it's very typical of Narcs and Psychopaths to turn around their own THOUGHTS and PROCLIVITIES and project them onto others... as we will see here in a small sampling of quotes from BinkStink herself...
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Posted 10 October 2007 - 04:19 PM
Needless to say I did my business at the mini market, turned around and sped four miles back home, shaking. I sound so tough, you know, but I'm not. I go for weeks without hearing a word or even seeing him, which is amazing since there are less than 400 people in this hamlet. But when I do see him, even for a nanosecond, all I want to do is speed home, lock all the doors and windows and gates, make sure my pistol has a bullet in the chamber and LIE LOW.
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Posted 09 November 2007 - 11:45 PM

Yes I know how to use the gun, it's a 9mm Walther. I like heck don't want to use it but I will. He taught me how, guns are one of his passions. .

My greatest hope
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. . this sounds terrible, but it's true . . . is that he'll go to prison or end up dead.
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Posted 28 August 2007 - 03:28 AM
I threw a teflon pan at him and gashed his leg, I don't think "cute" fits too well. I was just as crazy as he was by the time the inevitable happened.
I know this sounds dramatic but I am SO ANGRY with myself. I'm plenty angry with the Doof and will take out his leg if he sets foot on this property.
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Posted 17 July 2009 - 03:25 AM
when we victims of DV wait "too long" to end the cycle and save ourselves, some funny things happen in our heads. For instance, murder is justified, and worth the consequences. I know I had the thought cross my mind. I saw no other way out

I can especially relate to that anger, and to having accesible firearms and knowing how to use them and getting SO absolutely beyond desperate that it seemed like my only option to save myself.

so he pointed a gun at her first? THEN she blew him away?Hmmmm.
Sounds good to me.

hmmmmmmmmmmm indeed, BinkStink!!!
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Posted 14 July 2009 - 01:01 PM
I also had a drug addicted abuser, who threatened over and over to bash my skull in. He was doing meth. I got a restraining order and sat in my house for nine months with a loaded 9mm pistol.

ATM doesn't know where I am. It felt strange not to have that gun with me at first, but it didn't take long to realize I didn't NEED it, and that I was finally free. ( she's still got it...and talks about wanting to USE it on her blog...keep reading)
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Posted 23 September 2009 - 04:28 PM
I agree it's disturbing to hear someone use the word "kill" but let's be honest here. How many of us have thought about "the burning bed", hmmmm?? The despair of living with a disturbed person has that effect. Lot's of members here have felt such despair that suicide seems to be a relief. I OFTEN visualized ATM completely out of my hair, if you know what I mean.
I often say that I was afraid something terrible would happen if I hadn't split with my abuser. I didn't just mean something bad would happen to ME. The rage was at a breaking point.
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Posted 23 August 2008 - 02:24 PM
My war stories aren't funny. Maybe not YET. I did mess with ATM sometimes, but mostly I get off on more direct "assaults", like throwing saucepans.
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Posted 05 May 2008 - 03:00 PM
I carry spiders outside in jars (shivering and skeeving the whole time) but I believed I could take pot shots at ATM with my pistol if I felt the dire necessity.
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Posted 03 May 2009 - 05:18 PM
I really didn't DO anything about it. Except notify the sherriff when he broke the RO. He only broke it about three times. Sometimes I think the only reason he didn't harrass me further -- he is very very obsessive -- is because he taught me how to shoot and I was packing

I got an image of the scene in the first Indiana Jones movie where this guy squares off with Indiana Jones with a scimitar, and Jones makes a face and blows him away. His hands are deadly weapons my butt! Can they stop a .44 :p :lol:?

looks like BinkStink herself is quite the gun nut as well as being just a NUT...
and she's still talking about guns... and KILLING PEOPLE WITH THEM... on her
creepy little blog...

I comfort myself with being the equivalent of a barbed bone in the throat of abusive jerks nowadays, but eventually, I think the goal is to avoid getting inside their mouth. To see the teeth coming, and in the great example of Hothead Paison, Homicidal Lesbian Terrorist, stick the barrel of my Walther in there instead.

uh huh... i see... .BinkStink has certainly shown herself to be abusive... and i've shown clear evidence here of her ummmmmm extreme interest in GUNS... BinkStink armed only with her poor mental health and her rabid tongue is scary enough... but BinkStink with loaded weapons is a very scary thought...and i think even she knows it... let me again quote her.....
Posted 30 October 2007 - 03:04 PM

I was instrumental in getting my ex arrested. As desperate as I was to even do this, I still felt like you do, frickin SORRY that it even had to come to this. It was a pretty horrible feeling . . even though I was so wanting him just gone.They arrest these gun nut/abuser types for a dam good reason, and I'm so glad you have these people on your side. Bink
yeah BinkStink... they watch and arrest you gun nut/ abuser types for a good reason... a very good reason... because it's your type BinkStink, who is truly 'DANGEROUS'...

Friday, March 19, 2010

SHE'S BAAAAAACK!!!

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NEWS FLASH, BinkStink!!.. your proxy isn't working!!. and it looks like you aren't either!!!

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You can act on your pathetic blog like the truth I posted doesn't exist, never happened and doesn't bother you all you like... You're done.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

UH OH, BINKSTINK!..THE TRUTH REALLY IS OUT THERE!!!

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the truth really is out there... if you just look for it... i looked for it... and i found it... firstly... before anyone starts wagging their psychopath tongue and pointing their psychopath finger... i want to post this reminder...

bink_think
2010-02-17 06:41 am (UTC)
Confederaterebel! Mary Ella McGrannahan. I know you even when you leave out your ellipses.
as everyone can see... the creepy psychopath BinkStink had no problem with posting MY name on HER blog on 2/17/2010...

BinkStink crowed all over her blog that i could not report her to the nursing board... because i couldn't possibly have HER name.. and couldn't possibly get it... she has since removed those posts... along with the one in which she gleefully claimed my father was supposedly a KKK member... but i still have the post and code copied... and in her MEAN PEOPLE SUCK whine-a-thon, she alludes to what she said...
I know it is revenge for suggesting her father was a grand poohbah KKK even though that's probably true.
Finding her father after refusing to believe her sob story, and eventually banning her for endless name-calling twaddle was tantamount in her mind to justify fucking with my sole means of support.
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nasty BinkStink also felt it was perfectly OK for her post hateful spews like this to me...
2010-01-03 09:30 pm (UTC) .Are you flea infested?Are you running with red open sores from the vermin munching on your ankles?Do your dogs gasp and lay quietly on the ends of their chains, fur matted and eyes dim from starvation and worms?Does your hovel stink from the scarce kitty litter?Or are they shitting up the poor man's yard where you keep your hovel?Do you scoop it up out of some rare impulse to actually be grateful?If you do, where do you PUT the POO?In his garbage can?Or do you dry it and burn it for heat?-bink
i've always had a bit of a problem believing BinkStink's sob story... always... even back on the Catbox...it didn't add up...

if she had a house on 20 acres in Idaho... bought and paid for with the proceeds from a house she owned outright in California... then why was BinkStink soooooo broke she had to CON her fellow Catboxers out of money, as i pointed out in a previous post??... why didn't she just borrow money against the house and 20 acres... IF it was hers????...

then there was the claim that she was sitting there, scared to death of ATM... that she'd 'told the cops everything'... in exchange for an RO... didn't ring true... and tell them WHAT, exactly?... what could she tell them they didn't already know?...

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Psychopaths are often pathological liars... and they can often not remember a lie they told ten minutes ago, let alone things they said several years ago... and they seldom put their lies in print... but BinkStink... with her 5000 plus Narc posts on the Catbox... put LOTS OF LIES IN PRINT... LOTS...
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and she's also lied recently, of course... in print... here is an excerpt from her blog entry titled HOPE...
March 15, 2010
I was confronted with this choice myself. My ex husband ATM burned through my entire retirement fund and the proceeds from my house sale in California (which was considerable, I sold in in 2005). I was financially destroyed, and have forever lost ground because of it. He sicced his dogs on my animals and injured or killed them. He shot a laying hen with a RIFLE at point blank range because he wanted roast chicken. It blew her to smithereens. I was screaming at him to stop. The neighbors called the cops because they thought I was being killed, what with the rifle shots and all. He threatened to kill me uncountable times. And even today people, family included, do not GET IT, they continue to ask why I put up with it and did not
"leave sooner".
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Psychopaths forget the lies they've told... she's forgotten the lies she has previously told... above she says ... 'he threatened to kill me uncountable times'... .but here in a post from the Catbox....
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Posted 22 October 2008 - 09:00 PM
My ex abuser ATM was a threatener. He laid hands on me only a few times. Mostly he just threatened to hurt me, and a couple of times, when drunk and furious, to
kill me.
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which is it??... uncountable times???... or a couple of times???? Psychopaths continually rewrite history and lie-on-the-fly... and you can see it BinkStink rewriting it... right here... for maximum effect... in the post dated March 15, 2010... she calls ATM her ex-husband... but in posts on the Catbox... she told a different story...
We were never married ((((running out of the room to vomit in shame, excuse me, will I ever not want to barf when I tell this story :X ))))
and then there's this one...........
Posted 05 November 2008 - 10:23 PM
the judge PROMISED no more continuances after the trial date set in March. Sometimes I wonder if not having married him will be more of a life saver than I ever thought. In the context of the relationship, he refused to marry me. He would have had to divorce his first wife and pay child support (that was his reasoning). Pardon me while I puke from shame again :X .
not only does she say on the Catbox that they were 'never married'... he couldn't possibly be her 'ex husband'... because she claimed previously that he was still married to someone else!!!!!!
Posted 21 November 2008 - 01:54 PM
No one ever proposed to me. ATM just told me he knew he was "screwed" (his term for hopelessly in love with me) and moved right along into calling me his wife. We'd been dating for several weeks, perhaps eight. Probably less. Trouble was, he was still married to his first wife, who fled back to Japan seven years prior and refused to come back to the states (now I know why). He made two half hearted attempts to divorce her.
hmmmmmmm... but by 2009 BinkStink had rewritten history again...
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ATM has an ex, in Japan
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it's soooo hard to keep up with a Psychopath's lies!!. even when they're in print... geeez... and then there is the matter of ATM... and the alleged RESTRAINING ORDER she has against him...
Posted 10 July 2009 - 01:24
ATM made many, many attempts to get this and that from the house. My lawyer had put a stop to taking any of the marital (WAIT A MINUTE!!..in other posts she states CLEARLY that they WERE NEVER MARRIED!) assets. Didn't stop ATM from trying. Since I had a RO, he couldn't approach me without a sheriff being present. And the sheriffs had a copy of the decree from the lawyer so they wouldn't cooperate
Posted 20 January 2008 - 03:29 PM
ATM is grandiose and entitled and he thinks he is above the "law", and once I kicked him out went nuts trying to break the RO to get next to me.
Posted 23 August 2008 - 09:49 AM
I allowed my year long RO to lapse in July . . . ATM doesn't know where I live, and his attention span is so short I doubt he would successfully find me. It was a "civil restraining order", not a domestic protection order, so he was allowed to keep his firearms
then there is the matter of ATM supposedly being in prison...
Posted 05 November 2008 - 06:59 PM
That absolute farthead, who is in prison and will be for at least another year, is fomenting again
wait a minute!!!. in november of '08 he's in PRISON.. and will be for 'at least another year'... but in August of '08 her RO expired and she doesn't think he can find her anyway... wait... i thought he was in prison!!.

it's so hard to keep up with the LIES... let's try again...
Posted 15 May 2009 - 01:05 PM
I haven't seen his face or had any contact with him for two years, and he is safely incarcerated in prison due to his drug addiction but mostly stupidity and believing he is above the law. I've had time to heal a bit and see objectively what kind of situation I was in while I was with him (he is not in prison.....and he is VERY CLOSE TO WHERE SHE LIVES.. i'm sure she knows this)
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there's a bit of a problem with all of this... i searched Idaho court records... that
go back to 1995... and... there is no evidence that there was EVER a restraining order !!.. and... there is no evidence that ATM ever went to jail!!.. in fact... the case against him was DROPPED... couldn't find him in the Idaho Department of Corrections site... could find no evidence of him on the Washington State department of corrections site... or in the federal prisoner locator... looks like it was ALL A LIE!!


sorry BinkStink... .aka... Kimberly Anne Stewart... there is no record of you ever getting a restraining order against Timothy M. Haugen!!!! the court case against ATM aka Timothy M. Haugen was DISMISSED... there is no evidence to suggest that ATM went to 'prison'... not in the state of Idaho!!. and there is no record of a restraining order ever being issued to YOU... or anyone else...



State of Idaho vs. Timothy M Haugen
No hearings scheduled
Case: CR-2007-0000652
Magistrate Judge: Randall W. Robinson
Amount due: $0.00
Closed
Charges:
Violation Date
Charge
Citation
Disposition

06/15/2007
I37-2732(C)(1) Controlled Substance-possession Of Arresting Officer: Cordle, Guy, 2000
Finding: Dismissed By Prosecutor Disposition date: 06/28/2007 Fines/fees: $0.00
Register of actions:
Date

06/18/2007
New Case Filed - Felony

06/18/2007
Criminal Complaint

06/18/2007
Affidavit Of Probable Cause

06/18/2007
Order Determining Probable Cause After Arrest Without Warrant

06/18/2007
Hearing Scheduled (Arraignment 06/18/2007 01:00 PM)

06/18/2007
Statement of Defendant's Rights - Felony

06/18/2007
Hearing result for Arraignment held on 06/18/2007 01:00 PM: Arraignment / First Appearance

06/18/2007
Financial Statement And Order

06/18/2007
Defendant: Haugen, Timothy M Appearance John R Hathaway

06/18/2007
Hearing Scheduled (Preliminary 06/29/2007 11:00 AM)

06/18/2007
Order Of Commitment Pending Posting Of Bail

06/19/2007
Request For Discovery

06/28/2007
State's Discovery

06/28/2007
Motion To Dismiss

06/28/2007
Motion Granted

06/28/2007
Court Minutes

06/28/2007
Dismissed by Motion of the Prosecutor with hearing (I37-2732(C)(1) Controlled Substance-possession Of)

06/28/2007
Hearing result for Preliminary held on 06/29/2007 11:00 AM: Hearing Vacated

06/29/2007
Order Of Release From Custody

07/17/2007
Subpoena Returned

07/17/2007
Subpoena Returned

07/17/2007
Subpoena Returned

07/17/2007
Subpoena Returned
and as for the cabin and 20 acres...

1030 Hjalmar Johnson Road, Weippe, Idaho has only ONE OWNER listed... Mr. Timothy M. Haugen... and it STILL belongs to him!!!

am i STALKING you, BinkStink??.. NO!!. did i RESEARCH you?... YES... because you attacked me and called ME a liar, when i had always suspected that YOU were one!!!! and it turns out i was CORRECT...

all the information i have about you is a matter of public record... and a LOT of it, you made public yourself!!!!

there's GOLD in them thar' google caches!!!!!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

SOMEBODY, CALL BINKSTINK A WHAAAAMBULANCE, STAT!! SHE'S HAVING A WHINE ATTACK!!!

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Lundy [Bancroft], author of WHY DOES HE DO THAT?, points out that one of the abusers most commonly used tactics is to try to convince you and the people around you that you are crazy”.

Do not fall for their unprofessional diagnosis. Do not try to convince him or other people who are uneducated enough to believe him that they are incorrect. Let them believe what they want. Not only is this your opportunity to distinguish who your true support group is in order to protect yourself from his allies, it’s also a great source for personal strength and growth. And once you’ve overcome the feelings of betrayal, and learned the real reasons for this tactic of his, it can be a great source for endless humor by seeing what “the blind leading the blind” truly means. Stay away from these toxic people, they are harmful to your health, survival and well being.

In labeling you “crazy”, the abuser finds it easier to justify his abuse. If you have already left the abuser he can use a pop psychology term to justify to himself and others why you left him in order to avoid looking at the true reason for your departure, which was his abuse. If you find yourself questioning his lay-diagnosis, I urge you to seek the advice of a licensed psychotherapist who can tell you in a few sessions if any of his claims are valid or not.

http://tribes.tribe.net/abusivepartners/thread/c04b7ec6-2045-4554-bbd3-a3020b15ac61


this is soooooooo typical... the Narc psychopath BinkStink can do whatever she wants, say whatever she wants... twist the truth... make up LIES... attack anyone and everyone she chooses... but boy... out the bitch or call her on her abusiveness and it's a WHINE FESTIVAL...
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I didn't expect that my review of allabouthim.com would be greeted (by the moderator) with contrite self reflection, because I've not seen her display that quality when confronted before. (NO... she expected to cause trouble for other people... but has only caused more for herself ) I'm sad to see that she has frightened her membership with stories of an evil TROLL. (you ARE an evil Troll) Wrong. (right) I am glad that victims have a place to go, and have a leader they feel safe with. I mean only to point out that there was an extreme lack of empathy for the victimized membership, by the moderator. (of course this crazed psychotic bitch is just FULL TO BRIM WITH EMPATHY... as anyone who as seen her comments on Gone Quiet from Our Place can clearly see... hahahahahaha)
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I was not critisizing the membership in any way or shape or form. Just the moderator. (oh, so that makes it OK...to attack JUST ONE PERSON on a forum she is not even part of ) To bring the membership into a froth is inappropriate and again, shows a lack of empathy for them. It is drama they don't need to distract them from working on themselves. They have real issues with true trolls in their lives. (yeah: YOU)

Psychopaths are not run-of-the-mill trouble makers. (look... she wants to think she's SPEACIAL...she's not just the run of the mill troublemaker... she's a PSYCHOPATH... and a PROUD one) They are devastating. (bragging) They are not running amok in our society, they are few and far between. (again.....she's soooooooooo SPECIAL) Yes, there are those of us who DO run into a psychopath, or a narcissist, or a real con. Most of us run into their lesser brothers and sisters, still quite devastating. But it is not the end of the world. For MOST people. I think, as Lisa Scott states, you have a lot of choice in how you define yourself in the aftermath.

I concede that Ted Bundy's victims, the dead ones, have no choice to recreate themselves in the aftermath. The living ones do. If you live through your abusive relationship, you have choices. It is your personal right to choose to be destroyed forever by your encounter. I was confronted with this choice myself. My ex husband ATM burned through my entire retirement fund and the proceeds from my house sale in California (which was considerable, I sold in in 2005). (i'm going to address this in an expose' soon... WHAT BECAME OF THE 'RANCHO BINKSTINK'???... what became of the farm that was PURCHASED FROM THE PROCEEDS OF THE CONSIDERABLE proceeds from the sale of her house?... it seems to have just poof... disappeared!!!)
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I was financially destroyed, and have forever lost ground because of it. He sicced his dogs on my animals and injured or killed them. He shot a laying hen with a RIFLE at point blank range because he wanted roast chicken. It blew her to smithereens. I was screaming at him to stop. The neighbors called the cops because they thought I was being killed, what with the rifle shots and all. He threatened to kill me uncountable times. And even today people, family included, do not GET IT, they continue to ask why I put up with it and did not "leave sooner". I live every day in a world that I KNOW would think I was an idiot and deserved what I got for staying when I should have SEEN him for what he was.

Instead of accepting what others would (and do) define me as, I learned to accept and forgive myself at the knees of some veteran abuse survivors on Trubble's Catbox (they are all at
Our Place) (sucking up... but it's not working... they won't have her) now. I saw that THEY redefined themselves and went on, perhaps limping a bit, to new and better lives. With and without new husbands/boyfriends/children/money/assets. And their hopefulness and strength in the face of adversity was REAL. Not a bunch of smoke and mirrors, or false hope. People in much worse situations than mine. And they were right. Here I am. Still limping, true. Who knows where I will go?I am still living with abuse in my life, I have to admit it.

Narcnarcwhosthere/Confederaterebel is posting the full name and phone numbers and email addresses of administrators, and the name of the hospital corporation I work for, and encouraging people to contact them (YES i AM!!) and SAY they THINK I am using hospital time to post my drivel. Asking people to lie, in case they aren't SURE I am at work. (NOPE... not what i said at all... and i'll POST IT AGAIN BELOW..)

Deliberate attempts to cause me embarrassment and undermine the one thing that keeps me afloat in this world. (You did this to YOURSELF BinkStink - you posted about people, forums and victims YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT - what did you expect??? Your Narc entitlement is showing!!!)

If that is how Barbara feels about her post as moderator, that my criticism was an attempt to undermine the one thing that keeps her afloat in this world, I apologize sincerely. (spare us all)

Just remember that it's not just about YOU. It's about the people who look up to you. Have some pity for their shattered selves. If you must go on and on about how "destroyed" YOU are, say also that you are speaking for yourself only. You've made your choice. Your membership may have not made theirs, yet, and it's only fair to admit that your choice is not the only one. Maybe it's the only one that made sense for YOU. But for the majority of people, it won't be their choice. The majority will want to rise above the abuse and go on to have satisfying lives. (newsflash for the clueless bitch - no one ever said they were talking about ANYONE BUT THEMSELVES... and accusing the moderator of having no empathy for the members??? its pure projection!!! BinkStink has no empathy for anyone but BinkStink... notice how she twists the whole thing back around to poor ole' HER... doesn't that make you frightened for her patients at her job???)

The narcissistically injured on the other hand, cannot rest until she has blotted out a vaguely experienced offender who dared to oppose her, to disagree with her, or to outshine her.

It can never find rest because it can never wipe out the evidence that has contradicted its conviction it is unique and perfect. This archaic rage goes on and on and on.


Group Helplessness and Rage -- Ernest S. Wolf, MD



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BOOOO HOOOOOO... Nurse Hatchet can stalk people... slander them and attack them on her nasty little psycho blog... but no one had better report her INSANITY... typical Narc/Psychopath ENTITLEMENT... hey Binky... here's a news flash (only news to you)... YOU'RE NUTS!!!!.. you creepy little journal, filled with your creepy little thoughts brings to mind several other WINGNUTS..i ncluding the COLUMBINE SHOOTERS... and .THE PITTSBURG GYM SHOOTER...

you need to take a rest BinkStink,.. a nice long rest... or one day you're turn up in an article like THIS ONE...
anyone who agrees with this, and would like to report the disturbing things BinkStink is posting on her psycho-blog... i do urge you to contact... PROVIDENCE MEDICAL CENTER in OLYMPIA WASHINGTON... 360-491-9480... ask to speak to an ADMINISTRATOR.. tell them you want to make a complaint about a nurse there... her name is Kim... she is an oncology RN... they will know exactly who you are talking about ... or... you can ask to speak to Mary Mertens, Manager Employee/Labor Relations mailto:Relationmary.martens@providence.org .. or you can contact Cynthia Binkerd at Cynthia.Binkerd@providence.org

tell them you're sick of her insane spews... her attacks on victims of domestic violence... her stalking forums she is not a member of, or welcome at, and that you believe she is doing it on THEIR TIME CLOCK. (because she has certainly done it in the past).. be sure and mention her creepy journal.. and if you email them... be sure and send a link to any posts you find OFFENSIVE or DISTURBING on her journal... MAYBE if she has to get a job at Jack in the Box or Walmart... the crazy bitch won't have time to STALK...

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SOMEONE is sure spending a great deal of time on this blog... if it's BinkStink, kudos on getting yourself a proxy server... verrrrrrrrrry creepy and psychoish... if it's NOT BinkStink... or if it's one of her proxies using a proxy... then you're also verrrrrrry creepy and psycho-ish... but please keep on reading... eventually when somone googles PROVIDENCE MEDICAL CENTERS... ol BinkStink here will pop up like a nasty cold sore!!!!

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Monday, March 15, 2010

NONE SO BLIND... AS BINKSTINK

Ole' BinkStink just can't help herself... despite me telling her NUMEROUS times to stay off my blogs... that if she didn't I was going to call her employer for using work computers to come here... she can't stop herself... she's a Narc who thinks the rules don't apply to her... she can't get that I wouldn't give a shit about her if she wasn't bashing me, bashing my friends and bashing abused women she doesn't even know...

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...she can't give it a rest ...because like all Narcs she HAS to be right and she HAS to have the last word...

she had to get in more kicks at ALL ABOUT HIM where I am a member... she's attacked the owner of the board - who didn't even know about BinkStink but is now fully aware who and what BinkStink is... and no, BinkStink... no one told this person -- all she had to do was read your insipid blog...

BinkStink is so mercenary that she honestly thinks Barbara is getting paid to moderate ALL ABOUT HIM as a full-time job... once again showing how fucking clueless she is about 'gubbermint benefits'... Barbara is permanently and painfully disabled... she can't have a full time job because she can't work... what she gets per week to offset costs at ALL ABOUT HIM is less than the price of a bag of dogfood and that's it... she hasn't even asked for more because that's who she is... and she's not begging for money like you did on the Catbox... no one could support herself and her children on that kind of money... and she's barely making it on disability bitch... as you so arrogantly pointed out that she's 'bound to her abuser' monetarily in one of your last spews... knock knock... the abuser in question is the father of her children - so who's the "bound" one here??? altruism doesn't compute with a psychopath... BinkStink always knows the price of everything and the value of NOTHING!!!
If that is how Barbara feels about her post as moderator, that my criticism was an attempt to undermine the one thing that keeps her afloat in this world, I apologize sincerely.
LOL!!! Frightened? More like disgusted... the members saw through her & called her a psychopath and a jealous narc... she knows nothing about how anyone feels or thinks... she only spews this shit to try to play martyr and make others look bad... she can't stand it when someone shines any light on her bullshit!!.. btw bitch - new studies show 1 in 4 people to be psychopathic... just read Dr. Hare or Dr. Babiak or POLITICAL PONEROLOGY... of course Bink doesn't want anyone to realize SHE'S one of the 'running amok'... she'd rather minimize psychopathic abuse along with her own!!!

BinkStink herself is bound... with her obsession to get her abusive Narc ass onto Our Place... she vacillates between love and hate for them... the board that won't have her... since losing her admin position and being banned from the Catbox she just can't move on... her hero Sam V. has at least 2 or more boards, people like Patricia Evans have boards... but no... sorry, pathetic BinkStink can't let it go... she stalks Our Place giving advice to members who don't even know who she is from her pitiful little blog... and needles her buddies who are on Our Place to PLEEEAAAASSSSEEE put in a 'good word' for her so she can get in... she can't even get herself a new identity and tone down the abusiveness long enough to sneak back in.... noooooo.... her Narcissistic injury won't allow it... BinkStink must conquer... BinkStink must reign supreme... she can't imagine that anyone like myself would be readily accepted on another board with a beloved moderator who was also banned from Our Place, too (for telling the TRUTH, mind you...)... and yet BinkStink's banned everywhere she goes... BEFORE she even attempts to sign up!!!!

tell us BinkStink... what happened to all the money from the "paid for cash" little bungalow you and ATM had up in them thar' hills??? how come you were whining to all your Catbox sisters about being broke and possibly butchering your pets then???


of course BinkStink develops typical Narc amnesia about the money she conned from members back when she was on the Catbox... in her mind somehow she's justified that by attacking this moderator... twisted psychopath thinking...

and she just 'can't get' how taking their money and running away in her WHHAAAMMMMBUUUULANCE and then turning-around and making fun of those same victims behind their backs with her asshole-buddy GoonGoddess was wrong... she 'just can't see it'.... so she still tries to ass-kiss the Our Place gang by saying she learned healing 'AT THEIR KNEES' while backstabbing them for permanently banning her pathological ass from there too... whatever tack a Narc thinks will work - they'll do... they just keep hoping no one sees they change direction every minute to get the maximum benefit from their spews...


no... BinkStink can't understand how any one could be altruistic enough to work a full-time job... yet write a book that made next to no money... and pay out professional webmasters to design and maintain a forum just for victims of Narcissists because this person knows what being a victim is... that's what kind of good-hearted person Lisa E. Scott is... but BinkStink can't possibly wrap her puny Narc brain about caring about the welfare of other victims... BinkStink even tries to parse what she thinks is Lisa's mission statement by saying Barbara is in violation of it... jealousy is an ugly thing BinkStink... and you're a nasty, transparent, irrevelant piece of chicken dung...

Bink also can't wrap her head around a disabled woman with kids who... because of her commitment to getting information out to other victims... moderates a board and runs a successful FREE blog that's gotten close to 1 MILLION HITS since it's inception... only because she wants to help others who have gone through what she went through her whole life... for FREE... no BinkStink has to give some phony apology about being so 'sorry' for trying to get Barbara fired from what she WRONGLY ASSUMED was Barbara's job at ALL ABOUT HIM... simply because this petty bitch can't deal with the fact that I narc'd her out to Providence Medical Center... Narcs can't understand doing something because you care and for free... so she apologizes yet leaves all the other hateful spew up...

...she can't get her head around that fact that neither Barbara or I really have anything to loose... oh yeah, almost forgot.... BinkStink - the long-distance-diagnostician - says Barbara's children (that she's never met and doesn't even know) have lots of 'emotional problems'... that's really depraved BinkStink... at least stick to the 5th grade bully tactics without attacking someone's children... or pets, in my case... but that's the Psychopath for you... anything and anyone is fair game... no remorse, no conscience...
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she goes so far as to ASSUME that we are shoving our 'no hope' understanding of our PERSONAL SITUATIONS down the throats of other victims... she can't understand that there are people out there that don't PROJECT their own sick hopey-codependent-you're a volunteer-you made the choice to be with an abuser brand of victim blaming and shaming on everyone... to the point that this Psychopath BinkStink thinks nothing of pushing a self-harmer over the edge to possibly self-harm permanently by implying the poor girl is just "looking for attention"...

poor BinkStink wants to 'gargle with Percocet' because someone speaks truth about their reality... do you dole out that looking for attention crap to your cancer patients at Providence, BinkStink??? (and for goodness sake stop teasing us and just do it)...


every time she sits down to blog... BinkStink reveals more of the nature of the Female Psychopath... the predator so in love with her own 'voice' she doesn't care who she hurts... or how many 'facts' she gets wrong... as long as BinkStink gets attention!!!! the Psycho-Drug of choice: ATTENTION!!!
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BinkStink... you're gonna get loads and loads of attention until you shut up and sit down and stop abusing the abused... I hear that
Cho from Virginia Tech and the psychos from Columbine had wacked out online journals just like you bitch!!!!

Sunday, March 14, 2010

BINKSTINK CONTINUES TO TRY TO SMEAR MY FRIENDS... UPDATED!!. SOMEONE SHUT THIS BITCH UP!!.. ANYONE GOT A TRANQUILIZER GUN???

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geez... this nasty creepy bitch just can't give it up!!. didn't she just say something recently... that pertains to her behavior here?... oh yeah... her own words from her MEAN PEOPLE SUCK post...

I don't want to sound like I merely point fingers and take other people's inventories. I am in many ways a person to not be proud of. I have embarrassing shortcomings too. I am just not a mean person. I would not relish the thought someone is hurting and scared because of something I did. No matter WHAT they did to me, much less lose their job, reputation amongst their community, because I was vengeful.

I
see a moral difference between challenging a person's words or behavior, and telling lies so they might lose their job, rather an obvious point to most folks.Reputations, jobs and positions are dear and most adults have them. They are earned over time, by hard work and trustworthy behavior. They are built over years, very carefully. They're worth the effort.
i mean.. come on... it's obvious this woman is INSANE... let's just lay it on the line... this bitch needs to be a patient in a mental hospital... instead of working as a nurse!!!

this whack job has been attacking me and stalking me for a long time... and now... now that the only thing she's gotten for her trouble is made fun of BY HER and REPORTED to her employer... she's gone completely stark raving!!!

now this sicko is attacking my friends and fellow forum members... and
reviewing a forum that she is not part of... a forum that doesn't WANT her... wouldn't HAVE her!!. she was thrown off the Catbox for stalking and slandering members... she is not allowed on Our Place because she conned a bunch of money off those women, and stabbed them in the back... and they hate her guts...she knows this... and i know this....

she's already had to remove posts from her crappy little journal for copyright infringement... .but she's a defiant, nasty little NARC...and she never learns her lesson..

now she has sunk so nasty and low that she is attacking someone else she doesn't even know... Barbara... the moderator from All About Him... last night someone posted this to her... 'You need to get a life. And some psychiatric help'... AMEN!!. AMEN!!. but of course she removed it... because it hit a little too close to home.. and now... now the crazy bitch is at it again... with this spew...

Allabouthim.com, further thoughts

bink_think
March 14th, 13:26
I did get two comments last night (on the review of allabouthim.com), from the same user by the name of "abusesucks", which were (as always) sent to my email account as well as the LJ post. The appeared in their entirely in the email, but were deleted from the comment section of the post and the account "abusesucks" had been suspended sometime after the comments were sent. Could my complaint to LJ have been answered? The THIRTEEN user accounts Mary set up to continue her harassment must have made an impression on them. Except, "abusesucks" was NOT Mary, at least I don't think so, wrong style. And I don't think it was Lisa Scott. :P

Listen: I enjoy a good debate. I am ashamed to admit I listen to a lot of talk radio. I have a long commute, OK? And I enjoy the deft use of logic and evidential data in defense (or opposition) of ideas. I have never once resorted to name calling or personal insults during debates on my journal.
HOLD ON HERE..TIME OUT!!.. we're gonna clear THIS up right now!!.. like a classic schoolyard bully ALL she does is launch personal insults and name call... for example...
you don't WANT a hand up, you want a hand out. And who wants to give a hand out to such a vicious, insulting bitch as yourself? NO ONE.
this bitch is INSANE... I NEVER asked for a handout... she's spewing this crap, when all anyone has to do is look at her own posts!!....any of these will do...

http://bink-think.livejournal.com/2009/12/17/

this crazed PSYCHOTIC NARC is trying to rewrite history as she's writing it!!. TURBONARC! i love how she calls her insane rabid attacks DEBATES... .i believe Ted Bundy called his victims, DATES...
I worked Mary over as hard as I've done because I lowered myself, was brought low too, by the endless taunting, name calling and personal attacks. They got to me after a while. I asked her if she had a flea problem or if her pets were starving, considering the sheer number of them and the two hundred dollars per month she claims to have as her only income (she's admitted she sells "collectibles" and "antiques", as well as having no income). It was an honest question. Food stamps do not buy dog food, flea protection, oral hygiene or veterinary care, and per her own words, she has never asked a soul to help her provide for them. I was both ANGRY that she had so many animals she ostensibly could not care for AND convinced if she DID have all those critters, she DID have the money to care for them and why not admit it?

Regarding my review of Allabouthim.com , I read the articles and the book reviews Lisa E. Scott (a pseudonym for her protenction) has written. Another woman escaped from abuse, telling her story, and giving back.

Encouraging a return to health, yes? If her forum is not her concern, that is one thing. Dr Irene allowed Trubble's Catbox to go on for years without direct intervention in the way it was run by her old admin team. The situations could be vastly different, in that from my direct experience of Trubble's Catbox as an admin, Dr Irene's reason for "taking over" was because the old admin team let things get out of hand. This was her excuse for what happened to HER, but does not reflect the reality of what did happen. A bunch of relatively progressed abuse survivors (I was not included at the time, unfortunately) called her on her mindfucking tactics, to cover up her own mistake. This she interpreted as "out of control" bitchery, and thus the Catbox Implosion and Exodus to Our Place.

Perhaps Lisa Scott has become busy with her life post abuse, promoting her books, and left the forum unsupervised? Maybe the forum is the least important of her priorities at this time, which makes sense considering. It was Dr Irene's least priority for years, until she discovered abuse survivors are not cowed by her Ph.D. or vulnerable and mindfuckable. And that a few took it upon themselves to sully her good name.

Anyway . . . for future reference: If you don't agree with what I am saying, PLEASE use adult language, without resorting to "pee pee poo poo" personal insults. USE YOUR WORDS, as I used to tell my daughter when she was three or so. SHOW ME how I am wrong. I might be profoundly wrong. I'd prefer to know that than go along thinking I'm right and find out I'm not. This isn't about ME, it's about ideas and whether or not another abuse forum is following the board owner's mission statement. In my estimation, Allabouthim.com's forum moderator is not. This isn't about a person's WORTH and VALUE as a human being, so lets not resort to insulting my worth and value. It doesn't effect ME, it says everything about the person calling names.

And if that person, "abusesucks" is who I think it is . . .
that is a shame. A terrible shame.


this nut case is not a member on All About Him... so why her interest?... why doesn't this wingnut start writing reviews about something she probably KNOWS about... like SERENITY PADS... or how to get a good fit in a straightjacket????

Bink, you sick piece of shit... you're no better than a 5th grade bully... i'm not gonna beat around the bush... not going to mince words here... All About Him, BinkStink, is all about getting away from wingnuts like YOU... YOU'RE not welcome there... the members there made it very clear what they think of you...

go over and suck Vaknin's psychopath ass... or his front....or whatever he'll let you suck... or go 'gargle a bottle of Percocet'.. or TWO bottles, if you can steal that many from the hospital... the women and men of Vain Encounters KNOW about NARCS... so your shit ain't gonna play there... in fact, quite the opposite...

anyone reading this... who is as sick of this twisted piece of skank as i am should contact her EMPLOYER... PROVIDENCE MEDICAL CENTER in OLYMPIA WASHINGTON... . 360-491-9480... ask to speak to an ADMINISTRATOR.. tell them you want to make a complaint about a nurse there... her name is Kim... she is an oncology RN... they will know who you are talking about ...

or.. you can ask to speak to Mary Mertens, Manager Employee/Labor Relations... or you can contact Cynthia Binkerd at
Cynthia.Binkerd@providence.org tell them you're sick of her insane spews... her attacks on victims of domestic violence... her stalking forums she is not a member of, or welcome at, and that you believe she is doing it on THEIR TIME CLOCK...

be sure and mention her creepy journal.. and if you email Cynthia Binkerd... be sure and send her a
link to posts you find OFFENSIVE or DISTURBING on her journal... MAYBE if she has to get a job at Jack in the Box...the crazy bitch won't have time to STALK...

Anyone remember the Pittsburgh Gym Shooter?
... another one who kept a really insane online journal - that no one reported... and if we don't start reporting wacknuts like ole' Bink... who knows what could happen!!!

As we all know... mud sticks best to a clean spot... so since BinkStink the abusive Narc, couldn't make headway with me... she now turns to my friend - Barbara, moderator at ALL ABOUT HIM... in a pathetic attempt to hurt me and get attention for herself... here's her latest spew full of mistatements, ASSUMPTIONS and Narc sarcasm... (my invective in purple)

:All About Him: A Review
bink_think
March 12th, 21:00
(probably posted from PROVIDENCE MEDICAL CENTER, from the looks of the TIME...we'll soon know...and we will report what we find out)

From the welcome page for Lisa E. Scott's website allabouthim.com .
You cannot change a narcissist, but you can take steps to make changes in your life that will make you happier. I believe that is our goal... to accept what we cannot change and change what we can. We have the ability to grow and evolve, which is a beautiful thing. We are responsible for the choices we make in life and we can choose to be happy or we can choose to remain a victim. I choose to be happy and I hope you will join me in my journey.
There is a forum on Scott's website for victims of narcissists to share their stories and receive hope and support. It has a modest (she wishes!!! modest... typical Narc rewriting facts) membership as yet, being only about a year old.

There are tens or maybe hundreds of public and private forums for victims of domestic violence or partners with personality disorders (which amount to about the same thing). I've searched high and low on the net over the last three years, and after joining many of them, ended up spending most of my time on Trubble's Catbox. It was a community that was going strong seven years after it's inception. The membership, almost to the person, is now at Our Place as of a year and a half ago, and in my estimation, has a number of true veterans of domestic violence and the years of healing afterward. Many of the true veterans are on the admin team, some of whom have held the position for the last ten years. Many more are just members, still active years past the grueling end of their abusive relationships. There is real clarity and healing going on over there. There is leading by example. And this is what I see NOT happening on Lisa Scott's forum. Well, at least if you want to lead by HEALTHY example. (and we all know what she 'sees' is DELUSIONS!!! and are we taking this depraved person's definition of HEALTHY now??? LOL!!!)

I'm not clear as to how involved Scott is with her forum. She has a single moderator, "Barbara", who participates regularly and posts a wealth of articles and resources to specific issues that the membership brings up. I recognized "Barbara" almost immediately. I knew her as Shattered4Good on Trubble's Catbox. She was a dedicated link poster then, too. She sometimes linked four or five articles per day.

I was not privy to exactly what happened to cause Shattered4Good to be banned from the Catbox. It had something to do with her linking. The Catbox admins created a dedicated forum for articles and links and helpful books, and asked Shattered4Good to post her material there. Soon thereafter, she was banned. It happened when I left Idaho, I didn't have a computer and lost contact for a few days. "Barbara" was also a member of The Next Right Choice, a spin-off forum of Trubble's Catbox, in the immediate aftermath of the Catbox Implosion of 2008. She was one of many who re-emerged to cast their opinions while the Catbox fell apart, and the membership made their exodus to Our Place. She was eventually banned from TNRC as well, though again I was not privvy to exactly why.

What I do know of "Barbara" is that she lives with her two children and her (ex?) husband in a separated dwelling, and is dependent upon him for her living expenses. She is disabled by a number of chronic health conditions and is unable to work. This leaves her in a kind of bondage to her abuser, which she recounts many tales of. Her children suffer various emotional problems as well. (They do??.. this is really SICK and LOW!!! even for BinkStink... diagnosing someone's children that you don't even know!!!!) All of this information has been shared by "Barbara" on all forums she's been a member of, so this is definitely not insider information, but public knowledge. (on ALL forums??? or is BinkStink rewriting and skewing history like all Narcs!!!)

What concerns me is that between "Barbara's" written feedback to the membership of Allabouthim.com and Lisa Scott's mission is a loud discrepancy. It appears so great, to me, that I wonder if Lisa Scott reads the forum content at all. Or if she does, she doesn't know quite what to do with "Barbara".

The Catbox Implosion occurred when Dr Irene Matiatos, after several years of allowing her admins to run the show, decided she didn't like the direction the ship was going, and took the wheel. It turns out Dr Irene and her admin team had very different ideas about what was "good" for abuse survivors. The difference could be much better described by the ex-Catbox admins (now at Our Place, along with the entire ex-Catbox community), but to a member with a short stint as an admin working directly with Irene, the difference was more about the aftermath of a stupid mistake on Irene's part and her doomed attempts to save face afterward, than anything philosophical. Between the sole moderator "Barbara" and the mission of Allabouthim.com, the difference appears indeed to be philosophical, in the extreme.

Here is her reply to an AAH member who is expressing despair and hopelessness in the aftermath of a relationship with an abuser:

Fri, 03/12/2010 - 21:32 — Barbara I have to back up my buddy narcnarc here. While I can appreciate you all trying to bolster her... people like her and I are WAAAAY beyond 'hope' and 'getting out' and having 'fun.' Fun to me is a good night's sleep on pain killers, when I am able to take them... some party, huh?

narcnarc, for instance, has complex PTSD. She and her pets would be homeless if someone didn't donate a house to her. A house WITHOUT heat... but it's something. She has NO INCOME other than food stamps. Food pantries won't deal with her because she 'can't show proof of income' (I know, WTF! huh?) She probably has fibromyalgia but the hospital won't see her (no medicaid) and no doctor will see her for free.Like her I have complex PTSD. I am severely disabled so a shelter would never take me. Besides I would never leave my kids. I am morbidly obese from drugs & surgeries though people treat me like I am "just fat." If exNH didn't pay my rent, utilities and insurance I'd be in narcnarc's position.

We don't want to go out. We look like hell, feel like hell and we are tired of people telling us to "have hope." We have accepted what IS. That's one of the reasons I am working on getting a coaching certification. The positive affirmation/ self-talk thing gets pretty tired when you've dealt with a serious psychopath (or 3 in my case)

I don't date and I never will again. I get it narcnarc - why afflict someone as PTSD destroyed as us? We don't like it and we are smart enough to know others won't either. The old "her" is gone for me. I'd be ridiculous to even imagine I could get "her" back - she died a long time ago - a horrible agonizing death.the only person who know who I USED TO BE left - was Psycho-Boy!! and look what happened!she's done... all I can do is make sure no one else goes thru the same things I have.

Good grief, now *I* feel like gargling a bottle of Percocet and going to bed forever
.(Stop punking us bitch, and DO IT!)

This woman is a MODERATOR? A "leader", a wise woman, for a group of people hoping for a decent life after years with an abusive narcissist? What is she trying to tell them? That she herself is hopeless and so is her "buddy" and DON'T YOU DARE SUGGEST OTHERWISE. No words of support, or any empathy for that matter, for the members who've begun to open up and risk sharing their shame and pain. God forbid they HOPE for a better life, this "destroyed" woman will set them straight! (where the FUCK did anyone but you BinkStink apply this logic to ALL the members... NO ONE... once again, you are assuming things that never happened!!! only in your delusional little Narc brain...)

You know, whatever. "Barbara" has the perfect right to be the way she is.

But is she "moderator material" for a group of very vulnerable individuals recovering from abuse and violence?As damaged and hurt as we are by our abusive scenarios, we are not made STUPID by them. And that is why most of them, anyway, will steer clear of this forum. (omg... now she's implying this moderator is damaging the forums members because she admits SHE HERSELF IS DAMAGED... do the math and apply her own logic: ...can you IMAGINE how this NURSE then treats her own patients???)

Lisa Scott! Pay attention to what's going on on YOUR website. Pay attention to your good name and reputation, which is good enough with your written work and public appearances. Take another look at this forum and ask yourself if "Barbara" is your idea of a guide for people you hope to give a leg up to?

This is a clear sign of BinkStink's desperation, taking things out of context and delusions... what kind of person abuses your friends when they you expose them for who & what they really are??? a PSYCHOPATH... also a clear sign of her need to be 'relevant'... before she removes it or sends her abuser proxies over... like she did with a bunch of her other smear & slander - you can read and respond here:

http://bink-think.livejournal.com/12785.html